January 21, 2026

 

 

We just finished our weekly Zoom meet up. Wanna hear it? Hear it go!

This was the third prompt from KaptinKate's Manufacture And Overhaul Series titled "Can't Be Self".

When we first went into heal it we had a discussion on the different ways people either felt like they, themselves, could not be themselves, their aggravation towards others not wanting them to be themselves, or simply being themselves without being bothered by others not liking it.

After that Kate guided us into the Strongest Introspective Portal to see what we could heal, a few people went into a video game form of themselves, others were energetically stuck on a ride. I was in-between Conscious spaces, very aware of a humanoid avatar I could be animating if I was anchored in.

Kate saw a firing squad. As Kate started to tell us more about what she was channeling with the firing squad, a few others started talking about song lyrics that were coming into their channeling. The different songs were about sacrifice of self or others. Kate was like 'oh then the firing squad makes sense...because of sacrifice.

That didn't make sense to me at all, because I don't think of sacrifice with a firing squad.

As we went back and forth trying to help each other with perspectives of how it was the same or different, the family ties that bind were unraveling. We were then able to see how birth family functions can feel like a firing squad, also how going to them, voluntarily, is like a self sacrifice.

We also went into the healings needed to balance out energy expenditure, reciprocity, boundaries, self worth, and the like for the other aspects of our life that need it.

It ended up being a great Group Guided Adventure Class

If you want to watch it and heal along with us it's January 21, 2026 in the Guided Adventure Subscription.

Okay bye.