November Twenty-Second, 2020

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I went through a little bit of a psychotic breakdown last night, and it brought me to the realization this morning that I should talk to you guys a little bit about why awakening all at once might be too much for some. Not all — some people awaken really, really quickly, so this isn’t me saying the formula is true for everybody. Just wanna put that out there too.

So most of you know by now — that I feel more than I see or hear. I do have a very clear cognizance. Like, I just know certain things. But I wanted spiritual sight. I wanted to see like how my friends see — right in front of them. Kate sees right in front. Carolina and Nicole — just so many people see. I wanted to see, you know?

If you look at my higher self, or my Seraphim self, on the 24th dimension… I’m covering my eyes. Like, I’m constantly covering my eyes. And even when Carolina was first helping me with this eye thing, she was like, “Kat, you are the one holding yourself back. And KaptinKate was like, “Every time we talk to our guides, they say you can see. You see so well.”

Even when Nicole was helping me get eyes for my behemoth, my spiritual eyes were just all over me… and I’ve heard before that when my spiritual sight comes in it will be overwhelming ’cause i might see stuff right in front of me. And I’m like, “Okay, well, I can handle it. I’m ready. I’m ready. Let me see.”

I had kinda accepted that maybe I don’t see just so I could be a teacher. Just so I could train and help others process energy. Because if you’re someone who doesn’t have spiritual sight, working with someone who energetically feels, working with someone like me helps you understand the way you process energy. And I was like, maybe it’s that.

Or maybe it's because of the gross things, or whatever, maybe I wasn’t supposed to see that because it would freak me out. but, It wouldn’t freak me out, though.

And it has helped me help people understand how to process energy. I am grateful for that.

But last night, my forehead got really cold, like ice, when information was channeling in. And I was like, “I think I have a block of ice on my forehead. Maybe that’s what’s covering my eyes.” I asked Kate to burn the ice away for me. But the combination of things happening, all at this time was too much…

I watched the craziest movie of my life. Sun was going down, house getting dark, no lights on. My two-year-old had destroyed the house, toys everywhere — cushions, pillows, everything. Dishes not done. Everything felt skewed. My mind was melting. And when Kate burnt that ice off of me… (I have eyes all over space and time. It’s one of my things — helping others see.)

And then I started seeing out of all of them at once. Worse than The Truman Show. Everything felt paper thin. And I went crazy. Like, it wasn’t good.

When everything hit me, it was so intense and I started going really dark. 

It was brain melting. Seeing everything isn’t just seeing truth — it’s seeing all the angles at once. It’s seeing through everything. The falsity. The fakery of your own reality. Beyond the matrix. Beyond the video game. Beyond the coding.

It was too much too fast. That’s why I’m making this video — because, as energy workers, or as humans, we sit here like, “I wanna do what they do, I wanna do what they do.” And I get it. I do too. But there’s a reason it comes in layers. If it all hit you at once, you would absolutely go insane, and it would be extremely harmful to your human existence.

And that’s also why, if stuff is coming at you way too fast, it might be time to ground yourself into your human reality existence.

“Spirit, please anchor my light body all the way up and back in. Please ground me.”

Put some grounding meditation on. Talk to a friend. Reach out to someone. Don’t do it alone.

I have kids. I can’t go crazy like that! I know I talk about stuff that’s a lot off the deep end, but I have a healthy balance of being human — being a mom, working my job, cooking, cleaning. Being human is a beautiful thing. And yes, the rest of this energy work is important, but it comes in layers for a reason. If it’s coming too fast and you’re starting to feel like you’re going crazy, step back. Ground yourself in reality.

To close on that:

My page goes into a lot of topics that aren’t spoken about in books. And there are a lot of conspiracy theories on myself and Kate. And we’ve developed a lot of healings to help protect your energy and keep you grounded while doing it. Also how to check if these conspiracy theories are true or false. How to heal what you can — globally or individually — in a safe, impactful way.

And this simple technique came up in my tarot reading today to help people ground and connect to their true divine Source. This is why I have so many free healings, on my platforms. They’re organized so it’s easy for you to find. It’s a way to stay safe.

And myself and Kate? We host very affordable weekly Zoom classes on discernment and healing safely.

Okay Bye.

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