November Twenty-First, 2021

I wanna talk about what happened to me the other night, cause it was really fucking crazy. But I also wanna be very careful, because I’ve started talking to someone new, and this experience is with them. And I don’t wanna freak them out by, like, putting all their stuff on blast. You know what I’m saying?

So I went through a breakup not that long ago, and I was like, well, you know, it would be nice to have someone to flirt with. That sounds like fun for me. And I remembered there was this really attractive guy that I had a session with, like, a while back — months back. And he flirted a little bit with me at the end of the call, but not super obvious, just a little bit. And I was like, that was interesting… what did that mean?

 I asked Kate to channel, and a few months ago Kate was like, “Oh, I think he was flirting with you.” And I said, okay, I got that too, but okay… I hope everything’s okay or whatever. I never brought it up to him, never talked about it cause I was in a relationship, at the time.

Well. Anyway. I messaged him out of the blue. I was just like, “Hey,” cause I don’t know how to flirt — human flirting is awkward for me. I’m like: "Hey, how old are you? Where do you live?" Like old-school early internet messaging: age/sex/location kinda B.S. here. And I already knew he was divorced and that kind of stuff.

So we started talking, and it was going really well. Like very slow, very casual, calm, good conversation. That is exactly what I wanted — just someone to get to know. That’s what I was looking for. And I was starting to like him a lot, because with me, energy comes at me really, really fast, and I can figure stuff out really fast.

Well, now anyway. It used to lie to me because I would see potential, not people. But that’s another story.

So we were texting — not yesterday but the day before — and as I’m texting with him and talking with him, my freaking heart is heating up. And then my solar plexus is heating up. And it’s happening to him too. And it’s this energy movement. And we’re not talking about anything scandalous! We’re just talking about regular stuff.

And I’m telling you, this interaction fucked me up. It put so much pressure on this fun experience because the souls were like, “Oh, there you are! Hi!”

And I was like: Fuck.

It was bad.

Like, I ended up scared and crying before I went to sleep — just freaking the Fuck out. And then we had to recover the whole next day, trying to make sure we were all right.

But yeah, super excited, trying to go slow.

Okay bye.

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