December Eleventh, 2023

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Sometimes I have no idea what the Fuck is happening in sessions. Like, we will have their Spirit team there, and I will say, “Can you ask your team to put this in a language both you and I understand?” And sometimes it is like playing Pictionary with Spirit — the Spirit Team just keeps circling something, like, “Mmhmm, you got it, yep, that is it,” but it is not visual.

It is all analogy.

So I am just sitting there, stuck, trying to piece it together.

Energetically, they had me on the edge of a building — twelve stories up — in a city. No more building to the left. Tons of building to the right. I had no emotions about jumping. I was Jordan, my Mentorship Client for this session, in this scene — feeling what they needed to heal.

And I am like, “Okay… I do not know why this matters. This does not give me the info I need.” And Spirit is like, “Yes, it does.”

And I am just sitting there going, “No, it does not. I have no idea what this means.”

So I say, “Alright, have them take us to the earliest point we can heal about this.”

Then suddenly, I am sitting on a couch, and I get this flash of the TikToker — Chris, the one who’s friends with the singer Meghan T. — and I am like, “Okay, it is kind of like his apartment, but I am not him.”

Still, it had that same vibe — upscale, kind of posh, kind of void of character.

And I am standing there, looking around, and it is numb. The whole energy of the place is numb as hell. No emotion.

So I am like, “Jordan, do you know what this is?”

And they go, “Well, I can definitely connect to the feeling of being numb.”

And I am like, “Cool, but can someone please tell me what the Fuck this means?!?”

Finally, the message clicks — it is like the character in the movie about a club of fighting. The guy who buys everything out of catalogs, fills his apartment with meaningless stuff, no connection to anything, until he loses his shit and sets it all on fire.

Same energy as standing on that building ledge — the “nothing matters, might as well end it” kind of feeling.

Do you know how hard it was to puzzle solve that? Trying to piece together her Spirit Teams metaphor like a psychic escape room.

But once we figured it out, I had Jordan merge with that movie character version — copy and paste the emotional healing — and it shifted. Suddenly she was sitting on the couch, same space, but this time looking around with inspiration. Creative energy. Thinking about painting the walls, decorating, bringing life into her environment.

Feeling connected again.

Sometimes feeling into people’s analogies is like being thrown into a movie scene with zero subtitles — you just have to feel your way through the plot until Spirit finally lets you in on the twist.

Anyway, I just wanted to share my process.

Okay, bye.