

Personal Childhood And Past Trauma Stories:
When The Signs And Signals Are Too Loud To Ignore
December Eighteenth, 2023
So I was working with one of my mentorship people, Jamie, today. And during the session, the way her team sends me stuff and messages and all that was really interesting. They got me there, but it took a minute. (That is what she said.)
So I was sitting there and I was like, hey, are you okay? And she’s like, "yeah, I’m good." And then I got the Eminem song, but it started with 🎵 I just settled all my lawsuits, Fuck you Debbie🎵 And I was like, 🎵now this looks like a time for me, so everybody🎵— and I go, "huh, maybe we need to copy and paste the law work that we did. Is that heavy on your mind?" She said, "no, not really." So we copied and pasted the law work session to whatever this was. We felt a little bit of movement, nothing major.
Okay, so we are going around or whatever, and then it was just like, 🎵na na na na na na na na na, na🎵 And I said, "Jesus Christ, that is so Fucking loud, bro."
Then all of a sudden my hands start dancing and pointing in early 2000s movements. And then her team shoots me the analogy of the Music Video Awards where Eminem is in the white t-shirts with the jeans and the shaved bleach hair, and there are like hundreds of him. And I was like, "we gotta go to the timeline that we worked on in 2020 with the Galactic Federation, and there was a vault full of clones." So we go, and it was creepy, and I hated it.
And then we copy-and-pasted what we already did up here, and that did not work, ‘cause Jamie has to do her own thing, which was everything from the session we had before, the one where she went into the legal stuff, and she was like shattering glass. She had to shatter all these clone things, for this session. They were like mirrors. She had to shatter them all. And I said, "so that is why it started with the legal part, and then it brought me there.
It would not let me go, and then it was doing the clone part.
I mean, they really be working to get my attention on what I need— what I need to do, or what I need to guide her to do, or what she needs to do.
It is crazy I just thought I’d share.
Okay bye.
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